I find the Katipunan traffic to be quite amusing. Relieving. Just being able to see the lights coming from these cars makes me wanna reflect. And yes, I did reflect. About her. Then Elaine called me up..
“Oi, kaw talaga tsismosa!!” She was quite surprised to have heard that instead of the usual hello.. She was trying to establish this “link” between me and Anne… you know… that we look good together and stuff. “Pare, actions speak louder than words!!” Ok, fine. Hands down. I just don’t want to think about stuff for now.. live life to the fullest.. etcetera.
Sportsfest tomorrow. But I don’t think I could stay ’til the basketball games.. I have to pick up my lolo from the pier… imagine having to go that smelly pier (I’m not complaining) and that oily boat just to fetch my lolo.. bad me. But hey, I love my lolo… that’s why I’m going… not because I was the only one available at the moment.. basta..
First time this year: I actually woke up right after the 500am alarm on my phone went off. Left for school @ 545am. Improvements? uhmm, I took a shower? Kidding.
There I was at the backseat of this FX bound for school. I was comfortably preparing for a short one hour while-drive sleep, when suddenly this driver asked me: “Ser, pwede ba lipat ka na lang dito sa kabila para makaalis na tayo. Gusto kase nila magkatabi e.” He was referring to the other seat… near the door. Being sabog and all, I gave in. And in they came..
They looked like the normal couple. You know, girl meets boy, boy loves girl, girl learns to love boy, boy and girl go together, the end. But no, a few minutes after the FX finally left, they were like snakes trying to wrestle each other. Kasi nga magkatabi e. Pinalipat ako para magkatabi sila. Pucca. Like bacteria trying to enter each other’s body. (Figuratively.) Ultimately, they look like monkey-couples scratching their backs. With all the groping, stroking and cuddling in front of me, I can’t help but give them that “Hoy, mag-motel na lang kayo!!!”-look.
Who cares if I WAS bitter??!
They took my favorite seat away from me, anyway…
I had the strangest dream today… weird. And sad.
I could see her from afar, amidst a bustling crowd of strangers..
then i would run to her…
..but just as I thought I could touch her…
She begins to run.
Away from me…
It happened for like 4-5 times last night… I had this recurring image of her in my mind and now I can’t think straight. Damn.
Changed my journal server to a better, more flexible one… Still hoping for fate to be kind to me…
My blockmates are going on a recollection tomorrow… without me. Why? Tis too complicated to explain, really. FREECUT! yeah…
Midterm exams due next week… and my goal to be good in my acads is going pretty ok so far .. considering the heavy aftermath i’m experiencing… something i don’t plan to talk about any time soon with anyone… tis too hard to think about your exams and your dysfunctional relationship with someone at the same time. Toxic.
…i wonder why nobody’s texting me?
Thoughts